Monday, June 2, 2014

Stress and Dieting

Hello everyone. I tried to start my round last week and talk about an epic fail. The first day after load I was so hungry (I only gained like 2.6 lbs diring my load days) which I attributed to not loading enough. I had never experienced this type of hunger when starting a round before. The second day, I can't say that I was very hungry, but I still felt the uncontrollable need to snack all day. At this point I stopped taking the drops ( this was the first time trying to use the drops for a round my friend gave me some). Usually I like the injections, but since I still have not got my Hcg, I used what was available. I don't think the drops were a contributing factor, I think the issue was stress.

I work in a very stressful enviornment. Besides dealing with the daily stress of dealing with our clients and the vendors we work with, my coworkers and I deal with all sorts of other foolishness. I have gotten very used to eating candy all day ( literally there are bowls of the stuff all through out our office)  I know I keep contributing my weight gain to my foot isssues, but if I'm honest the level of stress I feel at work and the constant snacking helped quite a bit.

I am a stress eater, I have often heard people say "I was sooo stressed out I could not eat". I wish that was me! I am exactly the opposite for me cupcakes and strawberry twizzlers, make everything better.  Everything but your hips, that is lol. But I am not alone, none of us at my job are the same size that we were when we started a year ago. Not an excuse, just fact.

So how do I plan to fix this? First of all I have turned off my humanity ( yes, too much Vampire Diaries) but seriously though, my boss says I take my clients issues to seriously. This week I am trying a new approach. I am telling them their options and not worring about if it will all work out for them. This is really hard, but I have too. Secondly i've cleaned out my desk and am hanging out close to it as to avoid candy dishes.

I'm going to restart my round next week and well see how it goes. the last time I started out Imhad several very unsuccessful rounds before I got into the swing of things and ace'd it


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